It hurts knowing that he's in pain, that he recently had his heart broken. I don't know why I get so affected with this though I'm not the one involved. I feel sorry for him. Now, he knows how difficult it is to be in this position.

There's no way I'm giving up on him. I'll stop when he finally says it's over. Go fix that boy's broken heart!

Case Presentation is finally over. Three groups were assigned to present this time and we were the last one to report. It started at 1:00 PM and ended at almost 8:00 PM. Imagine the interval? TOXIC! As in, really toxic. We crammed a few hours before the presentation 'cause we still haven't finished some typing and all. So, yeah. Cramming is the shittiest shits ever.

Likewise, we're still very thankful because we're the last one to present. We still had the time to review our case and correct any erasures that might have occurred. We had 4 panels but only one of them kept on asking questions, even the smallest things, that's why the whole presentation lasted for almost 8 hours.

All in all, I think our group did pretty well. We'll just have to avoid cramming the next time we'll present. Congrats, 3rd years!

Just like what I've promised, I'll post a good-read entry the next time I'll update this blog. And by chance, I'm on the good mood today. I mean really, really good.

So, what's keeping me busy-slash-frustrated-slash-hassled?

1. Project in English
2. Case Presentation
3. Prelim Examination
4. Hospital Duties
5. My friend's debut on Saturday
6. No cash!
7. My health SRSLY!

I'm really hoping that after this week, I'll be stress-free once again. I want my life back! I want everything to be under control. I want this to end.

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Ohh-kay. I think I'd rather stick to my good mood than to rant about non-sense things. Anyhow, today is a good day. Just for this moment, I tried not to think about my frustrations. And besides, the boy brighten up my day. I guess that's enough for me to say that today is a really good day :)

By next week, everything will be just fine; except for the fact that we'll be transferred to the medicine ward. I scream for surgery! I really miss the area.

Til next time.

Current status: STRESSED
I need a break!

Picture was taken last year. I miss the moments*

Seeing this picture somehow gives me relief <3

PS: I'll post a better entry next time. Promise.

MASAYA LANG AKO :>

I spent the whole morning-slash-afternoon with my friends, with the "special someone". I think I'm being too obvious. It's like, I'd do anything just to see him, even for a while. I'm putting too much effort on this whatever-you-call-this-thing that we have. Seryoso na yata ako? :|

He hugged me the moment he saw me outside the library. Speechless* There's just something in him that makes me wanting him more. Sobrang cheeesy. Well, at least, I have a lovelife. Mwahaha!

Hang-out at his tambayan, yung internet cafe. He made me sit beside him. I didn't mind the boredom and drowsiness, basta katabi ko siya. =3

Then, we texted after. Can't wait to see him tomorrow. That boy really made my day.

I'm back. And I'm on the mood to blog. Mmkay, here it goes.

I was sick last Thursday and sad to say, I missed my first duty at the Pedia Ward. And believe me, it's not just the fever that cost me too much problem, I had to go through hell before I can get myself a medical certificate. I was really disappointed with some nurses at the hospital for a reason that they don't give equal treatments to their patients, which then includes me. Yung baklang-baboy na yon, may araw din yun. Makikita niya. If killing your enemies is not considered a crime, he's probably in the cemetery, or in the public market by now.

Anyways, enough with the hatred thing. What's more important is that I'm feeling okay now. My appetite went back to normal and srsly, I have to eat a lot 'cause I think I've lost too much pounds. FYI: I don't eat when I'm feeling sick. So, there. Skinny, as always.

By Friday, I went back to the hospital to attend my duty even if I was still feeling a little exhausted. I don't want to miss too much requirements & quizzes, I srsly don't want to fail. So.. welcome to the Pedia Ward.

Personally, I'd rather work at the Surgery Ward than the Pedia Ward. Seeing premature babies with oxygen tanks on their side scares me. Those thin transparent tubes inserted onto those kids' nose, those IV's & needles, those soft cries and tantrums.. Ang weird. It's like, I still can't manage pediatric patients. I dunno why?

Maybe, I'm still adjusting to a new environment. A ward that is full of kids and teary-eyed parents.

PS: Gusto ko na ng baby. Naisip ko lang.